ENTERTAINMENT: Toyin Aimakhu Admits to Using Drugs, Smoking in 2016
Actress Toyin Aimakhu
has admitted to usage of illicit drugs and smoking last year due to the
fallout from her marriage to ex husband Adeniyi Johnson.
The actress who is currently promoting her new movie Alakada Reloaded
told Broadway TV, “I didn’t plan for a broken home, I didn’t plan for a
broken marriage. But when it came, there were so many negativities and I
was emotionally carried away. I didn’t heal before jumping into another
relationship. I thought I was going to be healed through another
relationship and I realized I truly don’t love myself and I want people
around to love me.
Then I think I wasn’t focusing on the things that really matter, but
on the things that don’t matter. I chose people before me. I didn’t love
myself enough. I was losing touch with things that use to work for me
because I was involved in negative habits; like drugs, smoking,
codeine..all those things were empowering my negative energy. Sometimes
even when I do something very good and positive, it would just end being
negative. So I had to stop.
On what changed Toyin said; ” I realized I deserved more. I focused
more on bigger pictures. I decided to change my team, few people around
me and my negative habits. I stopped doing a lot of bad things that
brings out the negative energy in me.”
On whether she sought professional help and what changed her as of
late; She replied “Of course, I sought for help. I changed some people
and friends around me. I had to stop my negative habits. I worked on the
negativity around me. I tried to be positive and I had to deal with
depression and drugs.”
On whether her battle is over, Toyin replied;
“Yes, the battle is 100% over. but like life itself, we need to
always discipline ourselves so we Would be a better person. I have left
my past behind and I’m looking forward to the future. That’s why IO
agreed to change my name. Initially my family wanted everyone to change
their name but I said no, because of my brand (Laughs).. And God showed
himself to me. So I changed my name to Abraham. I owe it to God Almighty
for giving me another chance and to my fans for always supporting me”
When asked to disclose the name of the person who introduced her to drugs, she said;
“My friend, but truthfully she’s actually changed too. I was able to
change her. I needed it that time because I felt the rouble was too much
last year. It started and stopped last year It was too much for me. I
was not in control of my life anymore. It was a bad experience, terrible
one.”
On whose fault is it that her marriage is over, Toyin replied;
“I’m not going to blame anybody because it takes two to tangle. I
have my fault and he has his own fault. I think we both brought our
negativity into the marriage and it just didn’t work. But I’m going to
get married and have kids.”
You can watch her interview below:
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